doomsday...chaos...destruction...end of the world?....ldunno...but i hope before that frightening day comes, i'll be able to do my purpose...i am a new born Christian and i'm still in the starting process...hell,we have comp class every sunday,and worse,my sked is 8-11am!!!!ans our church service is 10-12....who wont be depressed with that kind of hindrance?!?!...may God do something about that....haaaai....
i had a not so good weekend..i was highly irritated the week before...and that really spoiled my weekend....hmpf!!!
there is a special event this week and i hate it...he had done too much in my life and he became a vital part of it,,..i can say what i felt was true...but he didnt give a damn about it so it became meaningless...let me name him "1st"..for he made me experience a lot of new things and emotions i didnt know i had..i dont know if i'll be able to totally forget him but i know i can continue living without his physical presence...but he will remain a part of my mind and heart...i love him,yes, even though he doesnt love me..and i can continue loving him until my heart gets tired of beating for him...i'll not force myself to forget him...it'll only make me remember him more...i'll let his thoughts come to my mind..i'll not stop it...i'll let it flow down in the river of my thoughts until it runs dry and i'll no longer remember him...he is my love but not my life...so i'll continually exist without him...only exist..i can only exist... (HAPPY BIRTHDAY...I LOVE YOU...)
-angelica
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