"attitude is a matter of choice.."

..that is what mommy edna said...and in fact, she is right... no matter what the circumstances are..or the people involved..or even the situation is... we are always the one responsible for what we've said or the action we have taken... and that changed my perception of taking blame...i am a very talkative person and oftentimes, what i say hurts another human being... but i regret it after thinking... and so now i realize that it is me who is wrong no matter what or who had been the primary reason... and i've learned to accept that fact.


and i know it is not automatic that all the other people in this world would do the same...they would keep on saying what they feel no matter what and blame others of the consequences of what they've said...sad, right?! but that is reality...everything is fair....yap,you read that right...life is fair...for all of us experience unfair situations...with no exception whether you are rich or poor..intelligent or dumb...professional or amateur... with a group of friends or an emo...a true friend or not..a loyal friend or a backstabber...no matter what...you will feel bad...


so,i guess, mommy edna is really right...i should always think first of what i'll say or do because it is my responsibility whatever be the consequences of those simple words... i am not them, they are not me...i should never expect them to be as reasonable or wide-minded as me... i should accept the fact that people are different from each other, we mature at different times and for different reasons... my words are my attitude...not the people around me,neither how they act or speak...again, they are not me and i am not them...so please understand if i state this...i don't believe in the saying..."tell me who your friends are and i'll tell you who you are..."(well maybe if they are real...and not imaginary...hahaha)...what i believe in is you are who you are...it is your choice,nobody else's... don't blame others of your ugly characteristics...blame your choices...blame yourself...and when you're done blaming your imperfect self, start changing for you to mature...you need to change the way you think and behave,not the way your frinds do for you to mature....and once again, they are not me and i am not them!!!!.... Godbless!!!=)

-angelica...

P.S.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MICHAELANGELO ANGELES!!!!!!!!....i hope you find what i wrote worth reading and put it into your life...you will forever be a treasured friend...take care!! Godbless!!!

a week 2 keep in memory..

doomsday...chaos...destruction...end of the world?....ldunno...but i hope before that frightening day comes, i'll be able to do my purpose...i am a new born Christian and i'm still in the starting process...hell,we have comp class every sunday,and worse,my sked is 8-11am!!!!ans our church service is 10-12....who wont be depressed with that kind of hindrance?!?!...may God do something about that....haaaai....

i had a not so good weekend..i was highly irritated the week before...and that really spoiled my weekend....hmpf!!!

there is a special event this week and i hate it...he had done too much in my life and he became a vital part of it,,..i can say what i felt was true...but he didnt give a damn about it so it became meaningless...let me name him "1st"..for he made me experience a lot of new things and emotions i didnt know i had..i dont know if i'll be able to totally forget him but i know i can continue living without his physical presence...but he will remain a part of my mind and heart...i love him,yes, even though he doesnt love me..and i can continue loving him until my heart gets tired of beating for him...i'll not force myself to forget him...it'll only make me remember him more...i'll let his thoughts come to my mind..i'll not stop it...i'll let it flow down in the river of my thoughts until it runs dry and i'll no longer remember him...he is my love but not my life...so i'll continually exist without him...only exist..i can only exist... (HAPPY BIRTHDAY...I LOVE YOU...)

-angelica

a day with pearl

well..this day i spent with one of my close friends,ms. aurora pearl cruz evangelista....i joined her and her cousin cristy in their workplace in recar...we upladed some photos then print some..but we ate first...nilibre ko xa ng lunch..(once in a lietime mangyari un...bwahahaha)...


we took some more pictures and we plan to take more as we walk to the terminal...ahihihi...haai...i enjoyed staying here...its not hot and free internet...hehehe...


"ahm...nata2e n q..."is all she can say...hahahahah...


well,that's all...gotta go!!luv you all!!=)